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 [     The Family Man     ]            [      By The GNN     ]
 
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 "THE FAMILY MAN"
 by THE GNN/DualCrew/uXu
 
 I saw my neighbors
 on the television today
 screaming about a sniper in our block
 
 So  he  stared  into  the  wall and thought about nothing.  His cold eyes
 seemed  to  examine  the concrete as if it contained something interesting.
 In  his  head,  chaos  ruled supreme.  His mind was filled with thoughts he
 never  had  believed  he  could make up.  It surprised him.  Maybe he was a
 genius after all.
 Dare  dare dare devil what is inside your head?  Listen to what I have to
 say, or after all do not let me interfere your private life.
 A voice spoke to him.  Comfortable.  It was not necessary to face anyone.
 He just had to listen.  So he listened carefully.
 The  house  he  lived  in had lost its brown color to a grey one.  No one
 lived  there  by  free  will,  "but in these days you have to take what you
 get".   What  you get.  That was not very true, since no one ever had given
 anything to him.  But in THESE DAYS what could you expect?
 A  scream  from the apartment above woke him up for a moment.  He watched
 the  clock  on  the  wall.  It did not work.  Of course.  The time had been
 fourteen minutes to twelve the last two years.
 Time.   The  end  of time.  When he discovered that he could not stop the
 endless  wheel  of  time, it was too late.  Everything was gone - his work,
 friends and his mind.  He would not miss it.
 He  moved  his  position  so  he  could  stare  out  the  window instead.
 Concrete,  mud and garbage.  In the middle of it all, a few children played
 with  a  ball.   Klang, klang, klang.  The ball left the hand of one of the
 children  and bunched on a wrecked car.  He felt like grabbing the ball and
 jump on it until it was broken.  Just to end the depressing sight.
 
 I turned it off
 finished my six-pack
 and reloaded my M16
 
 What  happened?   Time  had  passed  so quickly.  The sun had disappeared
 behind  the horizon of grey buildings.  He moved.  The TV presented him yet
 to  another  game  show.  This time people had to get out of a car that was
 dropped  into  a nine feet deep pool filled with water.  No one had made it
 so  far  and  the audience screamed happily when a diver picked up the dead
 body of a man.  No first prize for him this time.
 "A  good  boy".   Yeah, a real good boy.  That was him and his mother had
 yet  defended  him from an angry father who accused him for stealing a bike
 and  tried  to  kill his son with it.  Yes, he had stolen the ugly bike and
 dropped  it from a roof onto the stupid kid who owned it.  They had to take
 the  kid  to the hospital, but what did he care?  Give me proof, his mother
 screamed  and  the  man  turned  around  and walked away.  Time flies.  His
 mother was gone.  Where?  He did not know - it was a long time ago.
 Maybe she was in the closet.
 Listen listen listen my friend.  It's me again!  Remember?
 Yes - he sure remembered.  How could he ever forget that voice that spoke
 to him.  It's time to clean, it said.  Clean up whatever is dirty.  There's
 a lot of things that's soiled nowadays, you know!
 Yet  another  drowned  fool was picked up from the car in the pool.  "Ah,
 anotherrr   fails!   Ah-ah-yeah  what  have  we  here?   Oh,  yeah  -  it's
 enterrrtainment!".  Right!  It was entertainment!
 Life,  was  boring.   Death, was entertainment.  Life was a show.  A dare
 devil  show  for  those who could stand it.  It could be acceptable, really
 nice,  and comfortable.  But it was too late.  Too late to change anything.
 Everything was dirty, ugly and destroyed.
 No  religion,  "god"  or  "devil"  could help now.  The world was falling
 apart - imploding itself.  Soon, no one would remember it as it was when it
 was clean.
 
 yes
 this is my life, this is my gun
 this is for killing, this is for fun
 
 Later  that  evening  he  stepped  into  the  crowded  supermarket.   His
 machine gun screamed about death and the bullets riddled with pleasure.
 Kill  kill kill.  Listen to what I have to say.  Six, seven, eight, nine,
 ten, eleven...
 Then  he  sat on a chair in a cold room.  Electrodes were strapped to his
 feet.  A iron helmet would soon be placed on his shaved head.  A police man
 bent  down  and  faced  him.   His  breath  filled the air and he heard him
 whisper a question to him between his white lips.
 
 "Why?"
 
 "Why not?"
 
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