The person I pick up thru went in to see their dealer (well, my dealer, but I haven't seen them face to face before, always sit outside while the person I actually know goes in) and apparently the dealer's partner went off on some tangent about how I'm mentally ill, not a real person, etc. I guess the dealer himself told her to stfu, but I kinda wish I sent my friend back in to get my money back and return the damn weed.
Anyway, now I'm out again and remembering how shit life is when you're not numbing yourself to the pain and am salty since I refuse to go thru someone that doesn't think I should be alive in the first place.
The dealer I was using is a transphobe I guess
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That's pretty fucked up. You're, like, the mildest trans possible.
Like, I can see when talking about, say, Chris Chan being disgusted, but most trans people you wouldn't even know are trans until they tell you then it's like "Oh! Well, anyway...."
Like, I can see when talking about, say, Chris Chan being disgusted, but most trans people you wouldn't even know are trans until they tell you then it's like "Oh! Well, anyway...."
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Yea, I don't really go out of my way to hurt ppl. Or to even bring it up, I hate how it's become a trendy fucking identity for people. Like, it's a part of me, but only as much as being diabetic would be a part of a diabetic person's life. And it isn't like i chose it, it's just a weird quirk we don't understand yet & can't treat other ways BESIDES transition. Like, they TRIED to shove us full of anti depressants and therapy and it didn't work. ~50% suicide rate, helped by transitioning...
Personally if we could "cure" it I'd have chosen that route. Suicide rate remains higher than avg after transition, tho lowered from before. Income is low. Experience a higher homelessness rate, rape & abuse. Really fucking shitty life.
But oh, I'm some predator monster dressing like women to prey on them or something I guess. Fuck me for just trying to not want to LITERALLY die because I hate myself.
Personally if we could "cure" it I'd have chosen that route. Suicide rate remains higher than avg after transition, tho lowered from before. Income is low. Experience a higher homelessness rate, rape & abuse. Really fucking shitty life.
But oh, I'm some predator monster dressing like women to prey on them or something I guess. Fuck me for just trying to not want to LITERALLY die because I hate myself.
Re: The dealer I was using is a transphobe I guess
I believe the word your looking for is TransTrenders. Just like most zealots they give the others a bad name and take up all the oxygen in the room.
Re: The dealer I was using is a transphobe I guess
Right. I swear a lot of people do it just for the attention and it's sickening. I guess pretending to be gay isn't edgy enough, people have to steal resources away from actual transgender people, et cetera.Kheron wrote: ↑Sat Aug 21, 2021 6:03 pmYea, I don't really go out of my way to hurt ppl. Or to even bring it up, I hate how it's become a trendy fucking identity for people. Like, it's a part of me, but only as much as being diabetic would be a part of a diabetic person's life. And it isn't like i chose it, it's just a weird quirk we don't understand yet & can't treat other ways BESIDES transition. Like, they TRIED to shove us full of anti depressants and therapy and it didn't work. ~50% suicide rate, helped by transitioning...
Personally if we could "cure" it I'd have chosen that route. Suicide rate remains higher than avg after transition, tho lowered from before. Income is low. Experience a higher homelessness rate, rape & abuse. Really fucking shitty life.
But oh, I'm some predator monster dressing like women to prey on them or something I guess. Fuck me for just trying to not want to LITERALLY die because I hate myself.
Idk, I'm trying to respond to a serious thread after 1/8th of a cup of coffee.
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