The poison feeds me, I hate it.

[Das Troll]

My friend once told me that I enjoy the poison of politics and I must say he's not wrong. I enjoy the swamp, the fire hose of bullshit that I willingly subject myself to every day, but at the same time I hate it. But I'm also so tired of it. I'm tired of being disgusted and mad all the time from keeping up with the news, getting deeper and deeper into the core of truth knowing for a fact that even with evidence, no one will believe me or simply just ignore me. A part of me knows that knowing what's coming will help, but also hurt. I just want to move out into the woods and never see another human being unless I want too. Make a homestead so self sustaining that the only time I see another person is when I HAVE to. Maybe it's because I live in a big city that I'm so tired of people and their stupidity.