Praying to what?....
Apparently a crisis of faith can be resolved by deep introspection and contemplation. It might not give you what you want.
Think about why you are asking? What do you expect this deity to do for you?
Can't help you with Xstanity, no personal experience; but this seems a common problem with 'faith'. (I have none, I remain Sceptical before and after the fact).
Good luck....
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