Stop my suicide

[reggie_love]

You don't wanna kill yourself, otherwise you wouldn't have posted this thread.

Don't do it, I garuntee you you won't regret it.

Things always turn around, no matter how bad they look. Just be honest in everything you do and don't let any circumstances beyond your control consume you. You'll get through it.

Tomorrow morning, get out of the house and walk to somewhere you've never gone before, you might find it'll really refresh your perspective.

[synthemesc]

Originally Posted by KevinK

you live in cali, go buy a gun and pwn yourself

5char

[eikmun]

join the military.

[Elephantitis Man]

I'd have probably killed myself by now if I didn't have a family I cared about. It's not that I want to die, just that I don't really care one way or the other. Living is "meh" for me. I even thought about, if I were to kill myself, what method would be best. See, I'd like something that doesn't make a mess, hurt, or scare the shit out of me. Drowning = scary. Gunshot = messy. Hanging = painful and scary. ODing on drugs = possibly all 3. In my mind I went through all the popular methods of suicide, and I decided the one I'd choose, should I ever decide to clock out, would be carbon monoxide poisoning. The primary effects experienced before death are headaches, dizziness, and nausea. You could toke up and it'd counter the nausea, and then you just sit blazing and listening to your favorite music until you fall asleep, then never way up again. Plus once your body is found they can just vent your car (or whatever airtight place you've put yourself into) and that's it. No splattered brains, broken bones, or blood.

It's really sad I've thought about it this much...

[Grizzly Tank]

Originally Posted by Elephantitis Man

I'd have probably killed myself by now if I didn't have a family I cared about. It's not that I want to die, just that I don't really care one way or the other. Living is "meh" for me. I even thought about, if I were to kill myself, what method would be best. See, I'd like something that doesn't make a mess, hurt, or scare the shit out of me. Drowning = scary. Gunshot = messy. Hanging = painful and scary. ODing on drugs = possibly all 3. In my mind I went through all the popular methods of suicide, and I decided the one I'd choose, should I ever decide to clock out, would be carbon monoxide poisoning. The primary effects experienced before death are headaches, dizziness, and nausea. You could toke up and it'd counter the nausea, and then you just sit blazing and listening to your favorite music until you fall asleep, then never way up again. Plus once your body is found they can just vent your car (or whatever airtight place you've put yourself into) and that's it. No splattered brains, broken bones, or blood.

It's really sad I've thought about it this much...

That somehow cheered me up... If I do finaly make the decision, I would have to go out with a bang.

[The Humble Noob]

Originally Posted by Elephantitis Man

I'd have probably killed myself by now if I didn't have a family I cared about. It's not that I want to die, just that I don't really care one way or the other. Living is "meh" for me. I even thought about, if I were to kill myself, what method would be best. See, I'd like something that doesn't make a mess, hurt, or scare the shit out of me. Drowning = scary. Gunshot = messy. Hanging = painful and scary. ODing on drugs = possibly all 3. In my mind I went through all the popular methods of suicide, and I decided the one I'd choose, should I ever decide to clock out, would be carbon monoxide poisoning. The primary effects experienced before death are headaches, dizziness, and nausea. You could toke up and it'd counter the nausea, and then you just sit blazing and listening to your favorite music until you fall asleep, then never way up again. Plus once your body is found they can just vent your car (or whatever airtight place you've put yourself into) and that's it. No splattered brains, broken bones, or blood.

It's really sad I've thought about it this much...

That's weird. I've thought about killing myself a hell of a lot, and I would have totally gone for a gun as my first choice. Quick, painless, and messiness is a big plus in my book. The only reason it's unlikely I'll use that method is due to the difficulty of even obtaining a fucking firearm here.

Carbon monoxide poisoning really is the way to go though. You make it sound so peaceful.

[Joe's love of metal.]

All of our lives are meaningless. The extent of our destiny is to die and be forgotten. Impermanence ultimatly encompasses everything, when we die or how we die means as much as anything else: nothing.

On an interesting side note, "Dead" from Mayhem shot himself in the head with a shotgun. The only thing he left behind was a note reading, 'excuse all the blood'. Metal

[yoyobek]

Originally Posted by Grizzly Tank

Yes its a copout, but I won't care if I'm dead. In a way, I feel like I would be teaching my parents a well deserved lesson.

Suicide is so fucking cowardly. I didnt figure you for a coward.

Yeah life might be shit now, but you're a moron if you think that life will allways be shit.


First of all, you need to get away from your family. To do that, you need money.
What the fuck do you mean, your bank account 'somehow drained' ?
If you've truly no idea where that money went, I suggest you go to the bank and get the police involved.


Either way, open another account at another bank that only you know about. And keep it that way.
Try to spend as little as possible, and really..if you spend it all on drugs you're dumb enough to deserve to die.

See if you can live with a friend for a while, to get away from your psycho parents.##



Shit may be tough now, but it wont allways be like this.

[jackketch]

I always try and give practical advice. Now please STFU, go top yourself and save us all your whining (which I'm still debating about deleting/moving to headshrinkers)

Oh and before anyone says 'b-b-bb-ut that-t-s harsh/uncaring/insensitive/not funny ' YES it is and I do mean it seriously. When I read what some of the people here have gone through and are going through I have no time, patience or sympathy for some poor little emo boy who has just woken up to the realities of life and can't be arsed to fight back.

It says 'moderator' after my nick not 'The Samaritans'.

[Random Junkie]

Do you think it passes through the persons mind when they kill themselves in a very messy manor about the person who is goign to have to clean up after them.I still think suicide is a terible way to go,just disapear for a while it will do you good i want to do that i might do that at the end of the year, go live in a different state then join the army. beh