So ive been thinking about this along time now. I started out being Protastan (sorry for the spelling in my post) and then i started going to church with my mom at an orthadox christian church, soon after that, i said fuck this and went Wiccan.... i studied that for awhile, tried some stuff, talked to people.. any who then i started looking into Satanism, afterwards i read up on Buddhism and a whole bunch of other religions or ways of life (but their names are all weird so im not gonna start with that) and what ive come to is... nothing....................
I recently decided that i dont have a religion- one of my friends (who is a strict christian) cant stand this. He wanted to know all of my reasons for not believing in god and so i went on for an hour or so raving about why he does not exsist, of course then we both got pissed at each other and went our seperate ways. Most of what he was saying to me came from the bible.. and what i dont understand is how people can believe in a book... written by another human or humans that are unknown for the most part... how can somebody base there whole lifes on somebody elses thought of life... so ummm.. i also noticed that with all of the religions out there saying that their god is the TRUE god and if you dont believe in him then you go to hell, its hard to pick the right one.. so i brought this to the attension of my little christian buddy and what he said is "well at least i know that what im doing MIGHT be the right choice, but with you, your gonna be wrong either which way you look at it because you dont believe in any thing."
I figure that i could be right as much as any other person out there with a religion. There is just so many out there, and who knows if any thing that they preach is correct?? what if nothing happens when you die and there is no god, at least then i would be happy that i spent my whole life living my dream and somebody elses written bull shit.. i dont want to spend my life living off of some book just so that i can be wrong in the end, i want to be happy- so even if one day i find out that im wrong i can stare god in the face and say "Well damn it at least im i had fun."
umm.. i was gonna say some more about this but my brain just went blank, so if any body has any thoughts about any thing up there ^ then post away.
.. i dont want people to read this and assume that im a god hater and that im closed minded, you have no idea how much i want to believe in god, or a higher being, thats what ive been searching for all my life only to end up with nothing, so if any body can direct me to god (direct as in: show me where he lives so i can go bake him a cake and read him boring poetry) then please do so!
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