Dear God,
I do not know whatt to believe anymore. I cannot accept things in blind faith and for this in am condemned to hell. I read the bible, and i have questioned it, and for that i am a blasphemer. I have explored other faiths and religions so as to find the truth path to you. It was never my intent to believe purposefully in the wrong religion. It was never my intent to honor a false God.
Lord you bless me with the mind to think for myself: and threaten me that should i chose the wrong path to salvation, i will lose my soul. i have searched, and it tortures me to think that i would be wrong and turned away from you.
So i pray to a nameless God. Without a face, and i fill in the gaps with what science and nature has allowed me. I pray:
Dear God - whoever you shall be - Take mercy on my soul, and condemn be not in my search for the truth.
Amen
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