suicide

[cunfoozedmunkee]

I'm christian. I've come to the conclusion that my god will forgive me should i take my own life. what do you all think? (yes i will eventually blow my brains out with a 12 guage shot gun)

[SARDONICPILLOW]

if you think your god won't have a problem with it, then he won't

why are you killing yourself?

[cunfoozedmunkee]

quote:Originally posted by SARDONICPILLOW:

if you think your god won't have a problem with it, then he won't

why are you killing yourself?

hmmmm, yeah. people just don't care. i know my family will and all that shit, but I'm tired of living in this ignorant, intolerant, etc... society where I cant live my life the way i want to without people judging me. there are things i love about this world, but they merely mess with my mind cuz they dont last long. i think i will die as a martyr for tolerance and change of society. also, i hope i will get to go to heaven. if i dont and heaven isn't real; wouldn't being taken completely out of existence be better than having to endure this suffering? nearly once a month at school i get the living shit beaten out of me because my conservative, redneck society doesn't like open minded people that are tolerant. ive tried smoking marijuana twice now; its great while it lasts, but afterwards i feel worse than i did before... you may say my suicide is selfish, but i say my family has ignored me. my parents are a bunch of red necks as well, i just wish they would take me for what i am instead of ridiculing me and trying to change me... Totse was kind of a last resort; however, the people here didn't give a shit about what i had to say. so, if the world i live in doesn't care about my existence and id rather be gone than stick around, why should i not kill myself?

[This message has been edited by cunfoozedmunkee (edited 03-07-2004).]

[Easy Going]

If I recall correctly, Christians believe that when you are saved, you will go to heaven no matter what you do. There is the debate about the unpardonable sin. Some say you can lose your salvation if you commit it. Some say you were never saved in the first place if you commit it. Anyways, that sin is denying God, (I think) so you should be safe with the suicide thing either way.

Happy shooting and God bless!!

[AI]

People don't want to get rid of thier ignorance, thats not easy to understand but people have to. People are always going to judge. Sounds like you have committed thought crime, true there is no gov. ban on it. But society hates it.

Heaven and Hell don't exist just designed to keep you in line. Hell by a philisophical standing would mean pushing the same rock up a hill for all of eternity. This life over, and over, and over. And i fear my life more than my death.

"That which increases knowledge, increases saddness."

Why you shouldn't kill yourself, i wish i could answer that for you. i can mearly suggest a philosophy that has helped me. if god has infinte amount of wisdom and knowledge, how could you communicate with it. when i talk to an "ignoramus" or "redneck" about a philosophy they give me a blank stare. And then usually say something to the extent of your crazy or better yet just laugh at me. yeah it hurts but i know that there are somethings in this world where i do the exact same thing. A "friend" was talking to me about something and i knew my mind wasn't fully comprehending it so i ended up laughing. i did want to understand, yet my mind wasn't grasping. Its like in the movie DOGMA your head will explode when you even talk to god. well sorta. But that is the only way i could ever comprehend rejecting god, if you couldn't understand. your on your way to even more than mortal comprehention.

Yes god will understand. But you probably don't know enough to move on. (yes its buddist, and i thought of it for myself, i didn't read it from a book). it gave you a really good chance for understanding...

Keep all in mind yet don't take to heart.

[LostCause]

I'm so bored with suicide I could just shit.

Cheers,

Lost

[SurahAhriman]

Suicide is considered a mortal sin, and dying with a mortal sin sends you straight to hell (Catholic, at least). Something about God giving you the gift of life, and you spurning it.

[seraph~aral]

go on a killing rampage and kill everyone who fucks with you before you kill yourslef fool. try not to get caught, do it slow, like 2 a month, make them all look like accidents.



way better idea than suicide. i mean whats the worst that can happen, you get taken down in a hail of gunfire? wow, same thing as suicide.



kill them all before you kill yourself



if that seems extreme, try this. next time someone trys to beat you up, stab them to death. or just a couple of times. youll clearly get off with self defence.



or try this....run away...staight up, if you run up here to northern illinois ill let you live with me, theres no rednecks around, youll be able to smoke pot contintly if you hang out with me, and the only intolerant person, is like that one guy who doesnt like jews (obviously its way worse than that, but its no problem at all, our quiet little town is way to engulfed in drug use to worry about hating anything btu cops.) no one i know would jusge you on sexuality, race, religion, drug use, anything like that.



come up here, i know where you can stay. im pretty serious, dont kill youself, stab someone else, then come like in potsville USA.

if youre serious in any way, to get a start you need the name of the town, at least. its called oswego IL, once here (if you come, which its like a 0.001% chance, but you should instead of killing yourself.) youll find me somehow. just ask where the highschool is, then hold a sign that says the following : LIQUID NICOTINE DUNE BUGGIES. and ill know its you. its gonna be quite an adventure, but its better than killing yourself. if life sucks, dont end it, make it better.

[rogueop]

quote:Originally posted by cunfoozedmunkee:

hmmmm, yeah. people just don't care. i know my family will and all that shit, but I'm tired of living in this ignorant, intolerant, etc... society where I cant live my life the way i want to without people judging me. there are things i love about this world, but they merely mess with my mind cuz they dont last long. i think i will die as a martyr for tolerance and change of society. also, i hope i will get to go to heaven. if i dont and heaven isn't real; wouldn't being taken completely out of existence be better than having to endure this suffering? nearly once a month at school i get the living shit beaten out of me because my conservative, redneck society doesn't like open minded people that are tolerant. ive tried smoking marijuana twice now; its great while it lasts, but afterwards i feel worse than i did before... you may say my suicide is selfish, but i say my family has ignored me. my parents are a bunch of red necks as well, i just wish they would take me for what i am instead of ridiculing me and trying to change me... Totse was kind of a last resort; however, the people here didn't give a shit about what i had to say. so, if the world i live in doesn't care about my existence and id rather be gone than stick around, why should i not kill myself?

[This message has been edited by cunfoozedmunkee (edited 03-07-2004).]

Instead, how about you gow up and live your own life. If life still sucks, then do what you will, but at least make an effort. You are not what your parents tell you.

[TonOfun]

God loves you. If your not sure why chance hell? eternal damnation in far worse than ANYTHING on earth.