I'm just going to write this as if I'm writing to myself to clarify what's going on, on the inside of me. The pull that I've been feeling lately, has cause so much turmoil in breaking beyond the boundaries of human reasoning. I've tried so hard to understand God, instead of having an understanding of God. Let's face it, I can never think on the level God thinks on. His thoughts are complete, mine are fragmentational. (I hope that's a word). I believe that all things are possible. Hallelujah. It's a pull between my flesh and the Spirit. I can't even begin to say to the fullest how easy it is to get into the flesh and be controled by emotions and circumstances rather than the Word of God. I know that God's waiting on us. He's been waiting for His bride to be clothed in His glorious splendor for so long. We've been crying out for what He's already provided, simply because we like to KNOW about God, and HEAR, about God, and TALK about God, but never DO what God said to do. We want an easier way. How much easier can it get than believeing?
I shouldn't be living according to this World's system. We shouldn't be going to 'work' and trying to 'fit God in', we should be continually walking with God in unbroken fellowship. We have those who consider God, 'work' and those who try to 'work' God. We always want to have authority, but we've not humbled ourselves to be sunject to an authority. My job shouldn't be my supply. My job should be a supply. I have a cry for the nations, and lost souls of this world. I that I'm not UNselfish enough to give up my desires and sow into the lives of missionaries. I hate that I've been telling others to believe, and yet I haven't taken a step of faith to believe God for my provision, instead of my job. I did believe God for my job, and I didn't have to even fill out an application. Interviews came to me because of God, but God didn't give me that job so I could serve the job, but that I could serve Him more. God said, "Seek the kingdom of God, and all these things will be added unto you." He basically said, You take care of my business, it's easy. My yolk is easy my burden is light, and all you have to do is believe me, because I've already made provision. It's as easy as believeing, but it's hard to say, "I'm unable to do what God can do." May the spirit of pride be broken in man, and the spirit of confidence,towards God take it's place.
May I continually remain humble under the mighty hand of God, that He may use me according to His will. It's hard, but grace makes it easy. I'll fight this fight of faith no matter how hard it gets. When I can no longer walk, God will become my legs. When I can no longer speak, He'll become my mouth. When I'm weak, He's strong. His might far exceeds my ability.
PUSH against pressure. PUSH into God when you circumstances pressure you to act according to what it presents. PUSH into God, and STAND on what HE said.
It's always been as simple as to simply believe.
I love you all.
A servant of the Lord Jesus Christ
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