yeh so I've begun to doubt my faith.
Im recalling a conversation I had w/ my priest (greek orthodox) and the subject of my disease (Chron's) was brought up. So I asked him why I got it. and he told me "god wants you closer to the church." I thought it made NO SENSE.
and then looking at life in general. all the poverty, wars, famine. Either god doesnt exist or he's just an underachiever. Which? I dont know.
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