For a while now I've been faking being a Christian. I don't actually say anything about it, but I go to church and talk like I know about it and stuff. Which I do. I used to be a Christian, so I know how it works. And I do pray sincerely, I just think that it works by the influence of the person who is praying rather than some diety answering them. Psychic stuff, you know? Like Paula from Earthbound.
This literally makes me a hypocrite. But I don't want to make the people at my church distressed about it since they care about me a lot. And I also don't like people to be bugging me about it. My grandparents are religious and I get the feeling they think I'm trying to be rebellious or something. But I've been going to church and to the youth group, so they think I'm a Christian again. Yeah...
This doesn't really have a point. I just wanted to get it out of my head.
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