Did Jesus know he was the Son of God as soon as he gained conscience thought as a toddler? Or was it sooner than that? I know the story of him teaching in the temple as a young teenager/kid, but at what point does it become clear in one's life that you are the saviour? And what if I'm the anti-christ? Would I know somehow, or would God/Satan reveal it to me at some point in my life? And then wtf does that mean for me, if I've tried to be a good person until I find out I'm the anti-christ, at which point I set out on my apocalyptic ride, even though I know God will smite me and I'll end up in the lake of fire anyway? Sigh. Why even bother...
