Why does it even matter...

[Graah]

...if there is a God or not? I'm not talking about being agnostic (though I am).

The common view of God, if someone thinks he/she/it exists, is that it is everything in the universe, in and of everything. Which would mean that I am of God as well.

But why does it even matter then? It seems it's the same as if it didn't exist. Well, it's different, but even if I knew for certain it was one or the other, would I act differently? I don't see why.

However, I would act differently if I knew God was a seperate entity. Which is why I say this.

But the church also apparently says God can make decisions. So...does that mean he's everything in the universe...and more?

Thoughts? Help a confused soul? Flame a confused soul?