Im Everything I Hate?
by The Grim Reaper
Depressed you might say ... Thinking I am.
My father died 18 years ago ... I was just a kid so I grew up with my mom who wasn't there too much . She was busy working to feed me so basically the T.V. and the Nintendo raised me. Often being picked at by others because of my social skills lacking. At the fourth grade I broke the nose of another kid. Sad i think but he deserved it. I wasn't the geek kind don't worry, I was just the kind of guy who wanted to be left alone. But the same story reapeted itself ...
So basically I grew up by now and I might be pissed from my chidhood. I ain't a queer never had too much problems pickin' up women. But right now I can't seem to have fun in life anymore ... sure i've got friends and laugh my ass off with them ... My point is that everything is pissing me off. No carreer interest me anymore ... after highschool I went in the army as a Weapon technician then went out right now i work as a freaking security agent in a airport and i hate it. I plan going back in the army as Infantry ...
Something's crawling trough my veins a desire of ... I don't know ....
I ain't afraid of dying. Tired of the crappy routine I'm not quite sure what to do about it. If ya got any suggestion for the kind of people that i am go right ahead please.
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